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It seems that I am not into fantasy kind of writing. I do like fantasy and science fictions. But never watched Star Wars. I should pick up the topic science fiction. Since I liked science fiction a lot, but my writing style topic is always about difficulty in real life. The reality of thinking about meeting a boyfriend. The reality of all the difficulty disabled people face in their life. I write about this kind of topics. I never wrote science fiction. I listened to music from Ai no Kusabi but never really feel related to the love story, because its just about guys who live in the future. I read the written fiction on Ai no Kusabi, the ending having them committing suicide on cloning a thousand years later. How do you explain it? Maybe this year, I should pick up writing science fiction. In real life, cloning objects are a mystery, we usually don't know what happen to them after the news is over. In fiction, you can make believe anything can happen. Why choose suicide?

First, I want to introduce myself. I am a disabled person who might have to get a regular job to support myself. If I can't make it by writing and doing freelance on the web to support myself, I will have to do something else. I do not want to be disabled. My family sign me on prostitution and decided I should be dead. The police just decided I should never get a job. It wasn't my fault to be disabled. My family also insisted that I should not have inheritance so they keep calling "911"  and claiming that "I am crazy". So that finally with all the drugs I have to take, I finally gotten disability. You see my family is not real. I was illegally adopted. They abuse me for everything in "their" life. They blame me for everything happen in "their" life. They gotten a lot of Chinese in Chinatown to suggest to them, how to fuck me up. They liked the idea that I can never have a job. More than 25 years ago, they started to call the police on m